Almost over (highschool)

Every begining must have an end. It is sad, and difficult to accept it, but we must.
A new chapter in my life will be, in a few weeks, my new reality: Highschool. According with some teachers, it will be difficult, preciselyse we will have more freedom. Freedom. The thing that will let me be independent and the thing that will probably make me fail and fall many times due to the lack of self-control that I have.
I feel a lot of emotions. I mainly feel nervous. However, it would be bad to leave the other emotions and feelings behind. I do too feel a little sad, because I will leave some good friendships. But this feeling does not dominate me, because I know I will keep in contact with that beautiful people. I also have fear. More than sadness, fear is the second emotion that affects me. I am scared about the people that I will meet. Through years, I have discovered that the world is not full of colours and happiness, and I am conciouss that not all the people that I will meet in highschool are good, and I certainly know that, in a certain point, some people will try to abuse of me in different ways. I am also scared about my reaction to that situations.

 Will my acttitude affect my relationships with my future teachers and classmates? How will I control myself? So many questions without answer. The good news is that, I will discover that soon, and, I guess, every change brings something positive, by little it is.